#Daily 9-15 July 2013

Unforgettable moment with SOUTH CHINA SEA ^^

" sometimes, words aren't enough to make someone feel that you care of them. It need a little efforts to convince that you are "

P 3 K M A B A 2013 !!! BE SALTLY !!! LIGHT...
 Wow thats a suprise and funny jagoon that I had heard.   In my mind, my program is for a guy and seldom for a girls join and choose this program. But, when on 4th of July 2013 we came for a breifing. I'm didn't feel affraid and lonely again, because therefore there were girls on there, eventhough one girls that us had met first time, her name is Liana. she was the one, I had a new friend.
she was a cheerfull friend, funny, always smile. maybe this girls is confidence for me. And then we had a contact and others.


HUaahahha.. our group have a funny and cute tutor.. Ko Harry and Ce Paula :)
1 week with that two persons hahaha, so funn and friendly
our members  : me, patrick,krisna,eillien, ignas, andreas, robin, kenny, kenny_cool, stefanus, andrew, eldwin, ferry,richard,joseph, daniel.halim, thomas..
in the first time , i thought that them soo serious people and un friendly, but after 1 week.. ohh My haha was so funnn.. and i seldom had a friendship like this, in many of guy then a girl..

so many activites in p3kmaba... *i didnt remember because soo many and so lazy to describe it

# Daily 05-06 October 2013

    birthday?! or just a habit??

Dear Diary 05 Oct 2013

Happy birthday to Ursula Felicia,rafael <3 xoxo-
wish you all the best and have a nice prepare for a next year to switch my position fro pS rafael
i hope you more beautifull, adultly, always serve to God in music..

hmmmn, the day before my birthday..
on 4th of Oct my dad, told me to helped him booked tickets went to Semarang.. actually, im so shocked , why on my birthday i couldn't having with my cell, my friend , and my BF??
im soo sad on that time. because i wished there were my friends gave me a surprise. In my life , I never got a suprise maybe like another my friend (ex : shoot by powder, eggs, coke,etc). maybe another people said that " I dont like that suprise, because make me dirty and yakksss".. but, because I never got that, i wanted to felt how was the sensation??..

than, I asked to my dad.. " something plan in Semarang?", from deepest heart i would say, "I want with my friend that day", but  i wouldn't made my dad felt down, so i just keept silence :'). i just keept silence for kindest our family and harmony.... i'm willing to nurture my desire
 I just believe in Jesus, were many suprise from him more special then i thought

on 5th Oct..
i arrived to Semarangg, and we went around to ate some food.. at kampung laut
i was remember that at 11 am,, but you know?? that restaurant have not open yet , i dont knew why, i thought it was on lunch time hahahahaa

so we moved to another place, ate noodle :) like that
and thenn aroundddd Semarangg, soo sleeppyy , and at list so fun ahahhaa
went to our another family *that i dont knew before..

and there was one experience i had when our family went to one house the part of my dad family (if i explain in here, sooo longg and complicated) ahhahahaa..
the boy about 7years old soooo creative to played drum, he likes drum from 2years old, and he learn learn and learn until he used his talent for serve God .. woww if you look him was playing, you mouth just can open and applause to him.. not just that, his grandfather is good playing piano ahhaha.. maybe about 80years old.. thats made me open my eyes , our talent we have is seriuosly from God :D

ohhh so tired on that day, and then we took a bath on hotel hahaha.. few minutes later my mom want me company her went to paragon plaza.. okayy, because i like going to mall hahaha, so i agree with that..

hmmnn, just know at Semarang just have 1 mall.. maybe have others but so small not big as paragon mall..
in that day, is batik day.. so there was a batik expo on there.. of courseeee my Mom was so excited and like ..  not mee ><
after that we went to gramedia.. bought some books *like it ahhahaha

at 5pm, i chatted with my friend who live in Semarang..
and then he wanted to met me, im sooo happpyyy to hear it, because i seldom to met him
hahahaha *dont be jealous boy


i thought, he just joked.. hahahaa and im so suprised he acompany me and visited to me
 immm sooo happyyyy hahahahaha aa \m/
 and then we went to kya2 Semarang just with him, in a couple ( 10pm maybe, weww)..

11pm..
few hours before my birth..
hahahaa... my BF waited the time for captured his background ... and feli my BFF gave me a suprised by photo and publish her status on line.. and then im aslept

6 Oct...

" thankyou God for live i had walk untl this year, on 19th"

wake upppp in the morninggg, and looked bbm.. ohhhh Myyy, 70 bbm in the morning hahah
sooo suprised to mee.. just leave it and going to toilet hahaha *because of shocked

actually i hoped there was a candle birth in semarang.. but not ahahaha nevermind
even my mom forgot if that day is my birthday hahahha
and she shocked , that im 19 years old in realize hohohoohh xDD

thankyou for the wishes and pry to me :D

#Daily 04 July 2013

Dear Diary, 04 July 2013


FINALLY , MOM'S DAY xoxo

• Honor your father and mother so that your days long

This morning, was an unusual morning for me, because I had to idle for 15 minutes until my dad remind me. He was always saying every morning, "Come!! wake up in the morning is a commitment from yourself, not others. wake up in the morning is a new start with something positive" .. in the meantime, I was still half awake listening to my father was speaking to me.

Do you know? what first things you will picked after woke up from bed? ...
if monitored carefully and without us knowing it, in fact it is a phone. its the same thing I did, hahahaa ..
actually, I would not know why the cell phone?? ahhahha..
and then,  ohh it turns out, there are friends who want to chat with me and make a promised to met. This friend, indeed I often come across every day, but she does not get bored to see me.

Unfortunately, I could not meet with him. want to know why? huahahahhaa .. because Today was my day with the mother, we went shopping at Atomic mall (mall that I've wanted to visit 5 months ago, but always unable, for whatever reason it).

On the way to get there, suddenly a call came in, and it was from my maid. and it wass quite shocking news (sorry, I can not tell you here, because privacy, please kindly understanding, thanks). and led to "shy and uneasy feelings with one home residents".

when we got in Atom, we look for a "women's stuff" is always purchased, hahhaa .. xxD
many hours we were there, and as a result we brought a lot of packages.

Apparently was not felt l the clock is shown at 4p.m, we immediately rushed home because it was anticipated by the deadline.
"Once a traffic jam here, like was speeding too hard, too, until the time was it?, Yet, I also had an appointment with a friend," I muttered to myself while I pray.
apparently when he got home more than I expected, which I was very late from the target.

I was immediately on the phone with my friend, and I ask him to waited a minute.
but, as I wanted to rush to see him, hold my mother not to see her. I immediately panicked and thought of a way out.
However, after a second thought, we went almost all day and tired. How if you stayed at home first, to took a while and calm condition of the house because of what happened this afternoon ? For a moment, I thought again and also yes, I had to stop myself and took time for myself and family.

Maybe, if I went earlier, the condition would not conducive now. Thank God for counsel you through dost shed. Perhaps the one hand, I cancel an appointment with him for a situation like this.
then, after that my story with my friend about the tragedy this afternoon, and He wanted to meet and accompany me home.
He was my best friend and I were very impressed by all his understanding. Thank you God for your concern, even you give the best of me think.

So, today is the mother's day

# Daily 03 July 2013

Dear diary, 03 July 2013

PROCESS AND BELIEVE

" BELIEVE that God will never leave you or your Base on the "

That night, when I was dreaming .. it feels like I reminisce with him. it was very fun and wanted it was happening again, but because someone harassed  my dream, my eyes finally opened
"Oh God, it's beautiful dream, but because of him I could not continue.", said me..

07.00 am, I immediately saw bbm .. wow it surprised me, there were 18 chats log, but most of it is not important broadcast. Partly, an opportunity to met with people I presented to.
 
I immediately went swiftly from bed, took  a bath and went. When he got there, I had a presentation and consequently. They were angried with me and asked why I wanted to joined with this??
I was immediately said the name of Jesus at the time, and just took a breath. "God gave me the power of faith, to face the people", in my heart
eventually I will answer what I want and my goals in my life.
 
Later, he was silent for a moment as if such regret angry with me. a few minutes later, she said "you're not going to succeed with this business" he said.
I was just asking "why??"
for  shall served the lot and you would  run out of time.

After that, he was reply by the business offers he had, which was also not much different from what I live, just different ways of its financial system. 
09:30 a.m , I was immediately confused in my heart. "Why all this time I got the bitterness every time I met with people, not to mention their views on me will be different??" 
Immediately, without further ado I went to church .. He is the source of all answers to my confusion. luckily when I come there, I could be alone close to God, because at that time no one was inside.
 
When I prayed, there was the power of God working in my heart and mind. I was reminded again of motivation to under went this and how I agreed with this business
 
Shortly after that, I came home from church and asked that my mother about my confused. She only replied, " that knowledge that you can not be paid with the price of money and goods, but you yourself are feeling."
then, after adviced from parents can. I went to the ADC with my favorite bike, which is where he's been there since my grade 4 elementary school.
moment I got there, I took care of some archives and instantly I saw the album board who has allready become successful?? who there were people I know? it was not.

Not long after came a foreign man, who wonder when I saw these boards.
then he asked, "why do you look at it seriously?" then I replied, "yes sir .. because I want my photos to be displayed in the board, but when? I dont know"


then he said, " you would definitely displayed there when you've graduated from college and committed. you are very right here, saw some photos that were there. 
one of which is that every month Mr.X could get additional $ 25 yet. but why would he want to joined with us? because it was here, he will be nurtured, guided, taught until you can, because it was not having the ability Mr.X in selling consumer mencar moreover, remember the important thing was believing that you will succeed, remember what purpose you join this business?", said he
" now many employers are lament, because he wasn't from the first to join this business. Here we were more ready deal processed to anyone, so that your people skills will also be sharpened, and it was a lesson that could not be paid", said again

after, I listened to what he said .. that moment, I almost cried, because he had been the answered to my prayer earlier. where suspected, he wasn' t know me but he could gave answers that fit and proper. It was a miracle. 
sometimes, I just wonder.. How God works to human., i just knew that was Divine secrets that God had.  

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